The Wolf in the stars (Remus)

[Guest]

Sirius sat on the grass next to the Potter shack, close to the sea. He was alone. No Peter. No Mira. No James. Alone, feeling the wind go by him. He remembered when James brought all the boys there. Now, Remus no longer trusted them, and tried to hurt them....over a girl. And then, he kept complaining about being left out.

[Remus Lupin]

Remus apparated to the sea, standing out by the water he felt the cool salt water lapping at his feat, turning he started to walk up the path, as he neared he realized he was not alone "Sirius" he said softly

[Guest]

Sirius tried to ignore the voice, and focused on everything around him.The smell of the grass. The sound of the wind, but it was hopeless. "Remus, before I need to stab you again, leave..." he said coldly, not even turning his head to the boy...

[Remus Lupin]

He swallowed hard at the coldness in his voice but then knelt down next to where the other man sat "then stab me" he said simply "we need to talk"

[Guest]

"Just leave..." he said, with a hurt tone. "This is gonna end up being another failed conversation..." He stated, rolling his eyes. Last time he had been alone with Remus he had only managed to hurt him as well. Sirius didn't want that to happen...again.

[Marvolo Gaunt]

Remus sighed "I was angry and you know what happens when i shift when i'm angry...i couldn't...i couldnt stop it...."

[Guest]

Sirius breathed deeply, "I understand you couldn't control it. What I don't understand is why you got so worked up. I can tell you, I did kiss Morgan, because I didn't know what I was doing. Marvolo and I broke up, and then she said she wanted me back. Mira's back, but she didn't have her memories...I just didn't know what I was supposed to do, and I made a hot headed decision." He looked Remus in the eye, but kept any sorta of emotion hidden. "And for that....I'm sorry..."

[Marvolo Gaunt]

He listened and nodded slowly "I understand and I forgive you for kissing her" he said honestly "its just hard to make you understand, I love her thats easy for you to grasp but the wolf loves her too...the wolf the beast side of me loves her so much we see her as our mate...i found out you kissed her at the worst possible time right before I shifted..thats why i lost control why WE lost control, we are afraid to lose her and finding out...right as the shift begins...i'm so sorry for what I did to you and james.." he looked away holding his head "this is why i begged you to kill me all those years ago I knew..I knew..."

[Guest]

Sirius shook his head, "Kill you? Right, and then, you wouldn't be happy because you have Morgan. James has Lily. I have Mira. Peter has his food. You have Morgan. We're happy, and now that I know who I want to be with, you can be sure she belongs to you." He said, getting up on one of his knees. "We're happy. Or we will be. You'll marry that girl, and I'll marry mine. We'll survive whatever happens. Together..." He said, smiling.

[Marvolo Gaunt]

He looked up at him and smiled sadly, nodding slightly "..together"

[Guest]

Sirius slowly pulled Remus to him, holding him in an embrace. "I told you,you can be friends with whomever you want....just stay with us! Because even if it looks that way, we need you. Other than James, Lily, Peter, Andromeda and Morgan, who else do I have other than you?" He asked, burying his head in his friends's shoulder.

[Marvolo Gaunt]

"Other then Morgan your all I have Sirius" he said clutching him tightly "my world would end if I lost you" he pulled back and leaned his forhead on his "I said when you went dark i go where you go remember?"

[Guest]

Looking into his friend's eyes, Sirius's heart beat faster. "I was making a mistake...I couldn't bring you with me." he said, as his breath started to come out slower and slower. "Ever since our third year, I knew you belonged with me...but I couldn't take you away from the others."

[Marvolo Gaunt]

"the others don't know me like you do, don't know how much I care" he said his eyes were on his, sirius' words were making his heart beat go insane "I'd follow you into oblivion"

[Guest]

Sirius put on hand on Remus's cheek, taking it up to his forehead. He felt his hair go by his skin, as he felt their eyes being brought closer and closer. "I care about you...More than anyone else...You know it..." he said, feeling his lips nearly touch his.

[Marvolo Gaunt]

His breath caught in his throat at the close contact and his mind nearly lost control "I never want to lose you"

[Guest]

"You won't..." He said, pulling his head back slightly. His arms fell of to his side, as his breath started going faster. He couldn't handle it. There were way too many memories. Sirius couldn't ignore it. He pressed himself forwards out of the blue, and crushed Remus's lips with his.

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[Marvolo Gaunt]

Remus' eyes widened then fell shut as his mind filled with so many past kisses, leaning into him his hands were in his hair and on his body pressing them togher.

[Guest]

Sirius laid a hand on Remus's chest, over his shirt. He felt his heart beat, and the heat of his lips on his again. He did miss the time they were able to do that whenever they wished. But he wasn't gonna take Remus away from Morgan. He needed that girl...

[Marvolo Gaunt]

He felt him push away slightly but pulled them closer together deepening the kiss, he knew this was wrong now that they both had there girls but this would be the last time and right now there was only the two of them.

[Guest]

Sirius couldn't hold himself back, and gave in completely. He wrapped his arms around Remus, pulling them as close as he could. He could feel Remus's heart beat into his chest, and loved the fact their passion for each other had yet to pass...

[Marvolo Gaunt]

Kissing him with growing need, he kissed down his jaw and smirked "you'll never be able to forget how it feels to have my lips on you will you"

[Guest]

As Remus's lips kept landing on Sirius's skin, he shivered when he spoke, but smiled "You can never forget things you love."

[Marvolo Gaunt]

He smirked against his skin and bit down on his neck his teeth grazing the sensitive tendons on the back.

[Guest]

Sirius let out a soft purr, as he felt Remus's teeth pass by his body. A wave of wind made Sirius's muscles all relax, as if even the natural elements wanted Sirius to give himself to moony. He nibbled on the boy's ear slightly, chuckling afterwards.

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